Yes, You Can 'Rape The Willing'

Beaten to nothingness
By age 5
Years of physical, emotional and spiritual abuse
Years of trying to please
Unsuccessfully
Years of no self-esteem
Years of no self

The pedophile steps forward
Weakness his target
I have no resistance, no strength

He takes me
Makes me

You say 'willing'
Because I don't say No

I can't say No

He trains me
Over and over and over
To be raped
Willingly

The 19 year old took his turn
Gave me Kimberly Ann
I gave Kimberly Ann
Away

Then the bastard
The egocentric manipulator
Didn't care that I wanted
Only that he wanted

He beat me
Broke me
Raped me

And the boss
Taking because he could
Feeling powerful
Because he wasn't

And another boss
Not malicious
Opportunistic
The others had made it easy

At the end of my first 25 years
I only knew
How to be beaten
Broken
And raped
Willingly

30 years later...
No longer beaten
No longer raped
But still broken